I had this dream. I kind of warped it into a fantasy that I’ll think back to every now and then when I’m alone. My ex girlfriend and I, we’d start talking again. I’d get my point across that I miss her. We would talk for a while have a laugh here and there. I would enjoy it. Just having her back in my life. Then one night, her dick new boyfriend would hurt her in some way. Not physically, but in another way. She’d reach out to me and want to meet somewhere. I could not decline. I haven’t seen her in months. This was my chance. Our rendezvous point would be somewhere secluded. I’ll pull up in my average looking silver car. And her in her doctor who decked out cruiser. We’d both sit in our cars for awhile. It’s humid outside and fog starts to build on my window as my heart rate increases. I’d be the first to step out. Walk up to her window and see her noticeably crying. I’d knock and she’d burst out of the car and hug me. I’d embrace her and just hold her. My mind is blank. Old feelings return for I feel myself once again loving this person that brought me so much pain. Her grip on my body would lighten and she’d stare directly at me with tear filled eyes. I’m not much taller than her. Never was. Always found it a flaw. But tonight it didn’t matter. Nothing mattered. And she kisses me. With closed eyes I feel everything. Her soft lips touching mine. My hand trickling down to find hers. She stops and looks at me again. This time I would not hesitate to make my move I kiss her this time. Next thing you know we find ourselves falling into the back seat of my car. I stop midway and just take the time to analyze and admire her face. Her pretty face etched with flawless detail. At this point we’re laying down. Before the night ended, I’d make love to her. Here I’d probably stop my fantasy….because I usually always start crying. She never wanted sex. She wanted love. And that is what I gave her. But sometimes people say things and don’t act on them. How can you stop loving someone. I never understood that and probably never will…Through this whole scenario. All I want is to see her again. A hug would be a bonus.